lifee

2008-01-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

IM GONNA SHOW U THE CUTEST THING IVE EVER SEEN

AAAAHHHHHH

AWW SEEING HIM JUST MAKE MY HEART MELT.

THIS IS MY YOUNG BROTHER WHEN HE'S ERM.VERY VERY YOUNG.

HAHAH.

SO CUTE RIGHT SO CUTE RIGHT???!!!

2008-01-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

OG 17! i'll miss you.
REVELATION
gathered one last time as an og before the results are out.
it was a heartwarming moment, seeing all of us being strangers before and within few weeks, we all can feel the love for one another.
last min act of making smth for our OGLs ytd after the leaders thing.went to buy the materials with several others.stars,paper etc. all of us struggled through the night in order to complete all the folding work.hahaha everything turned out gd! XIN KU LE. cause we were to leave our lip markings using lipstick on the paper, so everyone of us were to apply BRIGHT RED lipstick to kiss the paper. IT WAS SO FUNNY, seeing all the guys with lipsticks.was trying to suppress my loud laughter in the library.someone commented that they look like drag queens.hahaha.so funny.thanks guys for being spontaneous!!
revelation was good as well.the stepping down of the ogls moment was touching.
it was a time of reflection too, on how much our attitude has changed over these short weeks.it was just smth to ponder abt.
hahaha and then the whole school population got so high.a crowd was doing mass dance at the concourse while the others were cheering.hahaha.the cheer seemed endless cos ppl kept initiating cheers non stop.haha.it was a fun time, seeing everyone being so high and enthu, much difference from the first day we step into jjc.
OG DINNER
went pizza hut.hahaha.had a gd time fellowshipping with everyone, sharing jokes and wierd experiences, being random with each other. lol.i'll certainly miss all of them.they are all great ppl.all of us are all different ppl from diff backgrounds.it amazing how God brought us all tgt.but everyone has a wierd and random side i realise.

O level results tmr.
hahaha.im so nervous.God i pray for peace.
me and xingying were chatting abt it in chemistry lecture today and both of us started to get worried.hahaha.everyone seemed to stress us abt.even the sessions when the teachers were talking.whenever they touch on this topic everyone just feel so stress.
o well.everything has been set alr. there's nth we can do abt it.i seriously dun know how will i react tmr.hahaha

i'll reject any negative thoughts.

im getting back the results in less than 24 hrs!!

2008-01-20T18:04:00.000+08:00

i shall update.cause yingxin called me a slacker.

YESTERDAY

OG outing!!! arrived 5 mins late but realised im one of the earliest.

hahaha.after 1 hr of sitting ard then finally everyone came. was to go ice skating but a lot of ppl rejected cause they were afraid of maluing themselves.so we decided to go kbox instead.

it was a bit awkward at first cos everyone dont dare to sing. and it was all chinese songs. being nto very chinese inclined, i have to sit there and stare. thankfully there were quite a bunch of uncheena inclined ppl to accompany me. haha but after awhile everyone loosened up and got into the mood of kbox!hahaa.i nv knew melvin and benny and george likes to sing.i nv knew jasper can be so crazy.i nv knew wanzhen and shuwen can sing. i nv knew enping can be so high. i nv knew caoge have the same name as gary. i nv knew joanne and siyi are sopranos. i nv knew zihui has a low and sexy singing voice. i nv knew marianna loves avril lavigne. did i miss out anyone?? hahaha. it was fun afterall, seeing each other's different side.had a great time fellowshipping with them, though we hadn knew each for long, but im sure our friendships will last long.

yixin gave me a mark of stupidity today.

yingxin! take care of your back!

i'll end my post here.

2008-01-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

i shall update.
have been attending jjc for the past week, went for their orientation camp just last thursday
i must admit i really want to pon the camp.but cant tink of a valid excuse.so owell, just summit to fate and go.
and i didn regret going! haha.was lucky to have a wonderful OG. OG17!!!
yay. we've changed so much over the 3 days.from siansian emoemo ppl to extremely high and enthu ppl. all thanks to our awesome OGLS!! GARY, JEANEVE, STACY AND MELVIN!! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!!
had a lot of fun in the games esp all the wild water games. was quite worried abt the games at first actually, cos im always anxious to be clean so everytime this kinda camp i'll be the first to chiong inside the toilet.haha.i know im kiasu.
but this time i chose to have fun to the fullest!!haha.i was laughing at myself feeling happy after getting splashed by a bucket of soap water.
this camp this is really one of the best ive been to.the ogls were really kind and inspiring.like seriously it is the only camp whereby the leaders serve u food. servant leadership. gb's motto
enjoyed the camp tremendously
and OG17!!! i love you guys! we'll keep each other so much in touch!!!

i realise i have a lot of typos throughout my blog. i guess i type blindly. hope it's readable!

2007-12-30T02:16:00.001+08:00

Im so inspired to marry a treasure hunter because of national treasure.watched both their movies and they are superb! nicholas cage is not the most gd looking man but he's so charismatic when he figures out all the clues!! haha.i wanna marry a treasure hunter!

anw it got me interested in american history.abt abraham lincoln, the white house, lalala
anw.was on a virtual tour of white house (i know im wuliao) and they mention the dresscode required to enter the whitehouse.

Dress Code
Suits: Suits are required attire for all persons possessing a penis. The following color and fabric combinations have been deemed acceptable: dark blue and wool, navy blue and wool, dark gray and wool, charcoal gray and wool, and dark brown and wool (fall only). Persons attired in suits made of silk, crushed velvet, velour, terrycloth or low-quality merino blends will be denied entry unless bearing contributions.

Dresses: Everyone may wear dresses so long as they are women. Short dresses or mini-skirts are acceptable, providing the wearer is under 28 years of age and possesses legs free of unsightly cellulite dimples and/or varicosities. Women who are heavy-set, elderly, or otherwise aesthetically impaired will be required to rent floor-length floral print housecoats prior to commencing the tour.

T-Shirts: T-shirts are permitted, providing any message emblazoned on them is appropriate for the White House. Acceptable messages include alcohol, tobacco or firearm-related expressions such as "Eat the Worm," "Chuck Heston is MY President," "Absolut Spring Break," "Marlboro Race Team" or "Highway 420." Unacceptable messages are typically leftist and pinko slogans such as "Save the Whales," "Solar Power Now," "Free Mumia," or "My Parents Went to Texas, And All I Got Was This Lousy Lethal Injection."

So funny la.bursted out laughing. and my cousin sent me this email which kinda left me shocked

Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can.

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.

Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Now hang on to your seat. Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'

Kennedy was shot in a car called ' Lincoln' made by 'Ford.' Lincolnwas shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a theater.

Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
And here's the kicker... A week before Lincolnwas shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe. Creepy huh?

hahaha.so interesting!.have been in genting for the past few days.ive been there since 1994.gosh.tats more than a decade .lol

2007-12-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LORD AND SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST

I'll never know how much it cost
cause you paid the price for me

2007-12-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

I shall post about TAIWAN!.HAHA.basically it has been intensive shopping there

wells.FIRST DAY
reached the hotel after the 4hr flight and 1hr bus ride.it was a kinda cosy hotel. then head off the shilin night market.haha.the place was really busy.me and yixin went crazy at the first shop we went. they sold stocking and tights at 3 for 10 bucks.compared to 8.90 per pair in sg.but we later found tights for 1 dollar each but tats ok 3 for 10 bucks was gd enough. bought fake eyelashes for only 1 dollar plus each and masks for less than a dollar each.so shuang.den we proceeded on shopping even more.lol.bought BOOTS and flats.mostly less than 10 bucks actually.and BRAS. so cheap pls. bra sets in sg costs at least 29 bucks, over there they costs less than 10 bucks.and the designs are pretty k.aahhh.shopping heaven.haha.lost kelly along the way.then yixin and i starting shouting crazily along the streets "kelly chia!"haha.yixin started it.she was like "i dont care!no one knows me here"lol. went back with handfuls of plastic bags.caught the last train. went back to the hotel finding ourselves hungry.went to this jap restaurant thing to eat sashimi and this dunno wad salad thing but it tastes nice.ive never eaten big pieces raw salmon in my life actually so it was quite interesting.haha.wad a gd supper.

went back to do masks.LOL

Second Day

attempted to push fake eyelashes.spent a long time putting them.lol somehow it doesn go to my eye.after a long effort it finally stick.haha so pretty but irritating to the eyes.u cant wear shades cos the lashes touches the lens.

fake eyelashes.fine not really obvious.

den went some place.i forgot.Sogo i tink.some departmental store.den went back to hotel to remove eyelashes cos they were too irritating.i wanna master the art of putting fake eyelash someday! then went WenFenPu.the place was BIG.but not much things to buy cos they were too jap and wierd to wear in singapore.lost kelly there.oh the ice blended is so nice.the ice was so fine.haha.bought only jackets there.3 actually.one for me and 2 for other ppl.gave up looking for kelly cos the place was scarily big.went back to the hotel to try and call her but in vain.so we decided to go walk ard ximenting,where our hotel was.nth much though.it looks like new york in a way with tat big screen at the junction near the road. went back to the hotel to find kelly having big plastic bags of things bought from wenfenpu.lol.she more lihai than us. it was abt 9 plus at night when we decided to go the shida night market.haha.nth much there.bought a pair of flats which costs less than 10 bucks in sg.

the mee sua at ximenting!aahhh so nice!im hungry

Happy

THIRD DAY

HOT SPRINGS!.haha.went to xinbeitou to look for a nice hot spring place.the first ones we went were hotel kinds den u'll soak in their bath tubs.we're like, might as well go back to our hotel bath tub and soak.-.-

this is really natural hot springs.

super high sulphur content and super duper acidic.

pH1.2 to 1.5. 80 to 100 degrees celsius

f cos, we dont soak our bodies here unless u want an extreme corrosive makeover.lol.

went to this hot springs place.so shuang.it has a small content of the natural hotsprings.the water smells like chemistry experiments.haha.

it was really relaxing though u gotta endure the hotness of the water at first.it will be ok once u get used to it.there's cold springs too.haha.it's basically cold water.haha.

feels like ice water actually.we actually sat there for quite a long time still cant get used to it.

then someone came to chase us out cos we weren suppose to wear anything inside.haha

went to yongkang street after hot springs.took a long time to get there cos it is quite inaccessible.the timsum there tastes so gd!the xiaolong bao was better than any xiaolong baos in singapore. the retaurant manager was nice.he came to introduce the many places in taiwan.where to shop and stuff.even offered to give us free tour ard the place

he initiated to take a pic of us.so here it is

taiwan ppl so nice.

went to ice monster wanting to taste the mango desserts we've heard about.but mangoes are out of season.tried the mix fruit ice anw.so nice! they added some milk thing.so sweet and nice!

went to shilin market again.lol.since it's the busiest night market.bought some more things.lol.

again returned with bagfuls of stuff.we walked the entire shilin night market tat night.k la.it's not as big as we expected, since we can finish walking it.haha.me and yixin soon lost kelly.but we came up with a plan to meet at the train station at 12 midnight.

was so tired tat we went to the neoprint machines to rest till someone chased us out.

went to the train station to rest.so tired.

Shilin night market.we conquered you!

Fourth Day.*last day to shop*

went to get get mostly cosmetics.got this place near taipei 101 called dunno wad xingguang.

it looks like suntec actually.nth much.bought a lot of cosmetics.

went to the taipei 101 to see see.the place is worst then ngee ann city in sg.

all the high end designer brands and stuff.haha.

at the end of the day, we ended up in shilin again.

haha.we started with this shoes shop and grab shoes

kelly ended up buying 8 shoes from tat shop.

all of us soon realised we bought a lot of shoes in taiwan.

i got 10, yixin got 11, kelly got 14.LOL.

here's our collection

haha.can open shoe shop.

had a hard time packing things.we were so afraid that we will exceed the weight limit.haha

Did it!

Fifth Day

Lugged our intensicely heavier luggage and bus to the airport.

did some last min shopping to clear taiwan currency

i actually thot this trip was gonna be too short for anything.

but come to tink of it.if we stayed longer we wud have gone broke to hell.lol

tat's taiwan!

I nid to do smth to my blog.some photobucket prob.and i have no idea ow to fix this!argh

2007-12-06T22:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha.mann.I WANT TIME TO GO FASTER!!.AAAHHH.IT'S THE ONLY THING IM LOOKING FORWARD TO NOW.HAHA
WOOTS TAIWAN NEXT WEEK!!HAHAHA
I WANNA SHOP TILL I DROP!! BEEN RESISTING SHOPPING IN SG THESE DAYS.ARGH
IM STILL BROKE.IT'S OK! I CAN STILL SHOP IN TAIWAN.
*CELEBRATES*

have been rotting at home lately.eat, sleep, watch FULL HOUSE(i know,old show but it's nice!.awww i want a celebrity husband to buy me a big house too), watch my bro play Vside,play vside...haha

went to school today to teach drill with casuarine.had a rather slack time.cos it was tiring for everyone to do 3 1/2hrs of drill.so had a lot a lot of breaks.haha.had a gd time chatting with cas too.has been a long time since we really talked.catch up again!haha

yay im going taiwan

2007-11-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

today's Ian's birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN!
went out with the tiangs today.well not all of them but most
haha.wanted to go ice skating but found that it is not opened to public for today cause of some competition
ended up playing pool.haha.JUANGSHIOW!! we're the winning team! lost to the loving couple though. *singing to celine dion's* "TTTHHHEEE POWWERRR OFFF LLOOOOVVVVVEEEE"
haha.then went bowling with them.haha.so funny.jonw is damn retarded.meiting is so cute. but everyone got rather sianed and tired during the second game.stoned a bit.bowling is fun when ure in luck of strikes and spares.haha

oh cell was pretty good though it ended quite late. we talked about sex.lol.quite interesting as the leaders share. it's true that the world sees sex in a lot different ways and the devil uses sex to lead ppl to sin. to be honest i cant see sex in a Godly way before today's cell. God created sex so it should be honoured in a way. haha o well. had a funny talk with yingxin on the cab back home.lol.abt *ahem*things.haha

i must try to keep this blog alive
oh my 10km run is this sunday.gosh i didn even train.
God bless me and give my strength! shall go running tmr.though i dont tink it can help much in sunday's run. o well wad is 10km compared to the marathons ppl are running on that day.haha.imagine running 42.125km. haha.gosh will i drop dead.

2007-11-21T19:34:00.000+08:00

Got a shock of my life last night
i lost my form A for the pae exercise.argh.means i cant apply for my first 3 weeks
mum screamed intensely at me, saying im the blurest girl alive and stuff
went to school first thing in the morn to see what the school can do. but in the end they cudn do anything and miss wassan wasn dere so i cab down to moe. haha and prob solved quite fast. turned out they were expecting ppl like me and they prepared rows of tables for ppl to fill up the form. yep so problem solved!! was bruding abt it the entire night.haha.
ohh and the drill thing got postponed to tmr last minuite and 1am last night.argh.ive promised to accompany my bro to take his results. and cell advance this fri to sunday.so my week's packed! it seems that there is so much to do yet nth to do after o levels.haha
then after tat went to hang ard at meiting's house.since grp outing cancelled cos of me.SORRY GIRLS!!really really sorry.
watched some wierd show with an ugly and dramatic female lead.the show was really very awkward anw.but they were cute guys!.haha.den we chatted.abt EVERYTHING!!haha.ohh the kid's central barbie show was NICE!!.haha.barbie shows always have the best ending.she turn out to be some princess, marry the handsome prince, go honeymoon,live happily every after. me and meiting were so sad when the show ended. it's like "back to reality" where such ending dont happen so nicely.haha. wun it be nice to live in barbie's world? where there's nth like exams or work.whole day just worry abt hu you'll marry.hahaha.and live happily every after.even pigs rolling in the dirty mud seems cute.haha.unlike the smelly and fat pigs in real life.awww.haha.
left the house after watching all the class videos.haa.didn realise some were really well done. yepp.tats all for today!!
toodles.

2007-11-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

PROM

ok well it was not as good as i thot.the place suck and the food suck. seriously i tink prom makes ppl broke. and u basically do nth except eating and take pictures.oh well it's ok, it was fun dressing up though.haha. went to js house to camp ytd.haha.strolled at west coast park 4am in the morn.slept at 6am and woke up at 8am.oh gosh everyone was stoning lol.kinda funny.had a pleasant time though.and we finally finished the gifts for the entire class.it took us 2 slpless nights.they are our blood and sweat!! haa direct translation from chinese.
and i have officially end my 4 yrs of secondary school life!.so fast really.seems like it was ytd i went for sec 1 orientation camp.sucky camp.haha.and now im gonna graduate!im glad i went into nanhua still.cos i know it is where God wants me to be and it is in God's plan.yay.
and i donno which jc can i go to in the first 3 months.argh.

2007-11-07T09:25:00.001+08:00

anyone knows the lyrics of this song where the chorus is
roll over the ocean, roll over the sea
smthsmthsmthsmth community
??
i tink we sang this in kindergarden.and i wanna know how to sing!!!
i heard it starts with
it's i, it's i...smthsmth

argh im so wierd

2007-11-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

yippeeee.tmr will be the end of major o papers!!!
rejoice.rejoice.rejoice
though i dun wanna tink abt the results, just summitting them all to God
whatever i can do,ive done
woots so many things i wanna do after os, including making this blog alive

Much dreaming and many words are meaningless, therefore STAND IN AWE OF GOD.
-Ecclesiates 5:7

2007-10-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

woots few more days to freedom!
yay. o levels have been gd so far. i kinda like the feeling of silence in the hall.
today emaths 2 was hectic

1st incident
i thought ive forgotten to bring my entry proof
gosh-adrenaline rush
ran down to the office and asked for one when everyone was alr entering the hall
however, you can call me the blurest girl alive cause i found it in my pencil case in the middle of the exam.argh

2nd incident
i was staring into space for the last 20mins of the exam, tinking ive done everything i could
THANK GOD that he lead my to this page when i realised i missed out a 6 mark question.
i was like "gosh left 3mins! and ive got no paper left!" so i crazily lifted my hand and this generous examiner handed me 4 pieces and i dunno wad is he thinking cos how can a student write 4 pages in 3 mins?haha.anyway ADRENALINE RUSH AGAIN. this time my heart almost jumped out. and THANK GOD again cause i managed to finish it in 2 mins and check it through. luckily it was an easy question. once i lifted my head, the time was up.phew

yay.all left now is HCL, physics, ss and bio! yay.hahah.oh and the paper 1s
haha.press on-ing!

*in case nobody notices, ive changed blogskin.yay

2007-10-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

this will be it
the Battle is tmr.
well i mean the os
argh cant wait for it to be over.
i

2007-10-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

I had a good laugh at Mr fonseka's email.
he was suppose to email me the EL websites for me to practice english.
but you u know what.the email does not indicate any url of ANy websites.
and he went.

If you've truly exhausted all of them - you workaholic, you - then you could search for more on your own.

Best part is - they're all free!

So, enjoy yourselves, and do remember, we do have free things in singapore!

LOL.he is my funniest and lamest teacher ever.

2007-09-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINGHAN!!
haha my lao pa.he must have been so touched by us for all we've done for him.(i assume)ha

Had a good time today at west coast park.
kinda disastrous actually but fun.
nv played so crazily before.haha
got smashed by the cake and wet tissues.gross.
but it has been such a long time since i had real fun.because of all the mugging and stuff.i sure dun wanna be a cavewoman and mug all day till o levels.jc talk was rather borig
today was really fun.hope we can still be friends even after we leave school this yr.let's party after o levels!.

Anyway Ive kinda rooted myself on going poly
the poly talks today was so WOW and attractive.and it sounds a lot more interesting than jc.
the jc talk was rather boring and i feel that they are discouraging us from going jc than promoting it. cos JC is practically NO LIFE.
lessons stretched from morning till 4 to 5pm.then after that might have cca or smth to stay back for then until 7.reach home 8.then still have to chiong homework.HOW DO PPL SURVIVE?
moreover ive alr noe what subs i dun like and what subs i can handle.so why go jc and study so many things again when in the end u have to specialise in only one of the subs?
but o well i dunno.who noes i might change my mind.future kinda uncertain.

LORD I PRAY FOR AN ANSWER.SHOW AND LEAD ME TO WHERE YOU WANT ME TO BE.

Lord Im sorry for the things i made it. Im sorry about the times when i turned my back on you.

I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tmr, a wave tossed in the ocean, vapour in the wind; still you hear me when im calling, Lord you catch me when im falling.

i saw you running to me

2007-09-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

i post this for the sake of posting smth.
haa.
dun like physics.

2007-08-26T22:15:00.004+08:00

YES I BELIEVE IN LOVE. Jesus showed it to me.

when He was on that cross, He kept me in His heart and redeemed my sins.

He shed all those blood for you, for me and everyone else.

Do you believe in Love?

2007-08-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

IM SERIOUSLY TIRED
especially these few days.had been staying back till late for night revision since tuesday.haha
it has all been good.
studying tgt.not sure just ask the personm beside you.
hahaha.also got to talk to the guys these few days.esp ytd.
gosh we were all coming clean and talk about all the things we dont dare to ask each other about.had a lot of hectic laughters as we exchange conversation topics.who says only girls gossips? I think guys are worse.lol.
oh and today we played catching.oh gosh.i did super retarded stuffs and cause me and yingxin to roll on the floor and laugh like crazy. i was running away from the catchers(yingxin was one of them).i didn know she was behind me!!! so i quickly open one of those cupboards and go inside.of cos yingxin open it and want to catch me .but i was looking at her at a blur and even urge her ugently to come and hide with me, completly forgetting she was the catcher.
lol.haha.but in the end i went under a table in the canteen to camp.cos it was so tiring running ard.gosh.im a lazy cow.hahaha.
i have to say ive never mugged so hard in my life.gosh i tink im losing it.i spend more time studying than slacking.hallelujah.i spend more time outside studying than at home.
i miss home.though im in it now.lol.
God bless!

2007-08-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

i shall blog.
happy national day anw!
hee.
ytd.
skool celerbrations! i was in for floorball.lol
super funny.we intended to just break the rules at the start of the game by raising the stick up high in front of the camera.we didn in the end.haa.
we managed to score a goal, retardedly.o wells.it was pretty, funny.
and the whole class played catching at the fitness corner.lol.everyone was scrambling all ard shouting and screaming. just hide behind a wall la. cos tats wad i did.hehe
anw went to catch Rush Hour 3 with the class.
things cropped up when we bought the tickets.like purchasing the wrong amt of tickets, got the wrong timing.oh well things are hard when in big grps.yea had lunch.did retarded stuff.jonwong mentioned obscene things abt me in the public.got to the movie on time with the ppl hu went to watch "alone".movie was gd and hilarious.had a lot of fun.yay
great outing with the class.heee.seriously for these 2 yrs i never really got to know much abt other classmates other than my clique of girls.in all we had fun toking abt seriously wierd and obscene things and hear a lot of gossips lol.and the guys have foul mouths.tts all i can say.

and i was just reminded by my dad that my o level oral is next week.is tat true?dunno leh.gosh.

The Holy Spirit just touched me again.

2007-07-24T18:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO ME!
heee
yay today is my spiritual birthday.
i can still remember 2 yrs ago at the GB enrolment service in expo.
i gave my life to Jesus.still not knowing the reason why.i guess God planned that moment for me.it was the biggest decision ive made in my life.
it has been 2 yrs and my life has changed tremendously.seriously i cannot imagine my life without Jesus.certainly it is scary thinking about it.
wells.like the acs motto.like what Pastor Khong said
The Best is Yet to Be.there will be a lot more changes, winds and tides to come.
Just so glad that ive come to know of the Love of God.
hehe.yay.wells.seems like everyone started to mug hard already.
i better buck up too.hee.

2007-07-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

haha i shall blog
90th anniversary ytd...FUN.ive been the photographer for 408..
im lazy to elaborate.basically it was good

The place

The mirror bookmark doorgift.hee

oh i had lays potatochips and they have a ball in it!! a shiny one

the shiny ball

in the dark.

hee.just being random.

2007-06-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

dad didn want me to go flag day today.he say it is meaningless.
anw went to esplanade library to study in the late morning.
den went to meet yixin and joan at vivo
haha.me and yixin were grabbing any nice clothes we see to try.
the salesgirl kept following us ard like we are some suspicious charactars.
anw yea got my dress.hee.den went to walk ard.
ooo and we had the Godiva mint chocolate drink
mann.15 pieces of chocolate costs $135.means each piece cost 9 bucks.
so with tat one piece u can eat 8 plates of chicken rice and one cup of sugarcane at bukit merah.
HAA.i seriously wonder wad is tat piece of chocolate made of.
haha.oh and i tried to be analytical.cos yixin dunno which mascara to buy.
so i analyse the cost of each mascara and divide by the amt of days she is able to use the mascara this month.den find out how much she will spend each time she goes out with the mascara.but we realise this was getting us nowhere.hahahaha.
it was a great time of fellowshipping with my sisters.hehe.
wells.
i cant get anyone to go to the 90th anniversary with me.argh.
so most likely i would not be gg.hmmm.o well.

2007-06-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

the 40 day prayer is coming.
God is telling me to fast chocolates and candies.
i even cant last 3 nights without them.( i was gg crazy on my bed during the 3rd night of PBB camp)

40days?

2007-06-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

i shud try to be more organised.
so that i wun have to turn my house upside down just for 1 file.
manage to find ALL my chem spa worksheets.HALLELUJAH.
haha.thank God my dad filed all my past worksheets for me.
seriously if it wasn for my dad i probably have to zap and redo the whole file.hehe.
had a good talk with ah ma ytd.
i feel so lucky to have an ah ma like her who can guide me in my spiritual walk.
at least i know im not alone and there is always someone for me to talk to.
hee.yay.
anyway.school has been good.
felt slpy through all the lessons.and my table was like super messy and there is so much to complete.was feeling kinda heavy during the lessons.almost went crazy.
haha.oo and sitting positions change.
haha.but im still sitting beside yingxin.LOL.she is always in front or beside me.hehe.
thank God cos we can support each other spiritually anytime!.hee
and samantha is funny too.we 2 same pattern one.lol.was blessed by her with her sense of humour and everything haha.
wells 8 more weeks to prelims.teachers kept scaring us abt the competition in the o levels and all.and they start toking abt how hard it is for us to get into university if we dun do well for o levels and all.
wow.sounds like it is gonna be a tough time ahead.i can see piles of books and worksheets in my head alr.haa.

2007-06-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

i wonder where do spammers come from.

ppl with no lives.

whatever.

The Pre-Eminence of Christ

Jesus, You are my everything
I want to give You first place in my life
Saviour be my security
Let my trust be strong and firm in me

In everything i do, every word that i say
Let Your light shine through me in everyway
Lord of life i give to You all that i have
And ever hope to be
my Master, be glorified in me

Oh Lord, the love You've shown to me
Reminds me of the need to care for friends
Dear Lord i glorified Your love
Yes i will proclaim Your love to every man.

Jesus, in all our family ways
He will lead, direct and guide us day by day
Jesus, love for each family
And His love we'll show the whole wide world to see.

This was the theme song of the PBB camp.
God just remind me of this song today.
thought the future seems so blur to me i know God knows the way
and he will guide me.all i have to do is put him in the first place of my life.
the hols will soon be over.
what a battle ahead.the o levels and all.
God says not by might.not by power.but by the spirit.
yes.if there's a battle.i'll fight.
:)

2007-06-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

MY HAIR IS SHORT

AHHHH.I CANT GET USE TO THIS.

I WANNA HIDE IN A CAVE TO WAIT FOR IT TO GROW BACK

HELP ME.CONSOLE ME.OR I'LL JUST GO YUNNAN HAIRCARE.

argh.however u wanna compare the before and after.my face is still the same.go.laugh.im just gonna hibernate in my cave.even the atmosphere the the 2 pics are diff.u see one is brighter than the other.one is happier than the other

Thank God hair can grow.life goes on..

2007-06-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAA.

today was gd.

met yixin today to study.apparently it only lasted for one hr.we were toking eating and studying at the same time.HAHA.

i think my stomach expanded.

and i dunno whether shud i cut my hair.

long or short?

shall see tmr.

2007-06-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

aaahhhh.im still tired.post youth camp effect haha.
went to Touch Childcare to help out today.
hehe.it turned out fun.
i was dreading it in the morning cos i was super tired.every movement was such pain to me because of the muscleaches. and i went crazy as i look at the week ahead.
tmr will be remedial whole day den wed have project.thurs to sun got camp.wa lao im not superwoman okie. but i still got myself to go to the childcare centre with less than half of my energy level.i was wearing my shades and slept my journey there.i even tried to slp everytime there is a straight road ahead.argh im really really tired.

haha.but thank God the kids at childcare were damn cute.they were napping when i arrived.wa lao i was tempted to grab a matteress and slp too.HAHA..they were angels when the teachers were ard but when the teacher went away.WHOA.a lot of things started to happen.many started running to me saying "jie he take my thing""jie she dun wanna share""jie he bully me"
then suddenly i heard a girl crying.I WAS OVERWHELMED.then i started running ard hysterically.consoling the crying girl.getting the boys away from the bullied girl.persuading the girl to share.encouraging everyone to have fun.
it was good experience.i certainly learn how to work with a big bunch of kids.haha but funny is tat their conflicts can be resolved in seconds.one second they can be quaralling and another second they can be laughing happily tgt. I was touched by this pretty little girl.AHH.she is so cute and pretty looking with the big eyes and chubby cheeks.her name is Piyo.cute name uh.Piyo Tan Jia Jia.her name is as cute as she is. she was the one helping me consoling the crying girl as she handed out a toy and initiated to play with her. she is only 6 yrs old.while the other kids were actually unwilling to share the toys.no wonder everyone in the class loves her and were all willing to share things with her.wells u have to give first before u receive right.HEHE.

ooo i love the kids at touch childcare..heee

2007-06-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

woohooo.im currently enjoying the muscle sensations on my body.
wells youth camp BATTLEFIELD 07'.makes me think of mud at first.
it has been such a long time since ive been to such a camp.
but i enjoyed it overall.though it was super draining.i admit i was complaining and grumbling in my heart.me and valerie were like 'i feel like dying'
hahaha. ooo i had a lot of fun with my group MATTHEW!!
hehe.we broke the ice before the nightwalk actually, with a lot of lame jokes.was laughing our asses off beforebeforebefore the ever nice nightwalk.

i still cant believe i actually let ppl do those things to me.the chicken the starch the mud the every gross things.argh i dun like being blindfolded.it makes me physically helpless. I guess that is when i learn to trust. trust God that the ppl ard wouldn harm me, but they sure have seen all my unglamness.i hope they dun have photos.

The first night was unbearable.my entire tent couldn slp. me yingxin yixin and claudia woke up at like 5 plus because we were hungry. we were munching yingxin's gummies while lying down.then we texted joan to bring FOOD.LOL.read on the see what she got.

The second day was killer too. the station games and telematch has evaporates my energy.but i was really encourage by my grp.surprisingly the guys were all very encouraging. it was touching when the whole grp cheered and ran back to the campsite after the telematch. it was tiring.but good. i definitely learned to perservere and run the race God has for me.it isn abt the winning it is abt whether You have fought a good fight.You have finished the race and You have kept the faith. oo.and after the waterbomb game was washing time, me,yixin,joan and claudia were the first the chiong away to bath.LOL.u all shud have seen.the 3 gb and 1 npcc girls running hysterically to the toilet. SISters we rocked the toilet mann. the KIASU spirit!hahaha.who cares about looking glam when it comes to getting yourself clean.
oh and at night Joan revealed what she brought,LOL.
two 1.5L bottles of green tea.cheetos.lays potato chips.banana cereal.
LOL.me and yixin were snacking on cheetos like pigs.
no matter what kind of camp it is, we will still cont to be pigs.HAHA.

THe third day was better.the ministry.the 100k challenge.i thank God for valerie who encouraged me throughtout.we overcame our fear tgt and went to bless ppl.hehe.it was gd.i was kinda touched by this lady who was so willingly to let us pray for her. she seem so kind,soft and lost. I know God will make a way for her in her life and lead her to Him. the camp ened great.dirty but great.
wells another camp, pbb camp, coming up this thurs. four more days for me to recover from youth camp.
Good luck to me.

sermon was good today. I was kinda sian at first abt the pbb camp this thurs.but i was touched by thr sermon abt God's purpose for us. It might not be enjoyable and ideal as you tink but it is where God put u to excel and have victory. wells God put me in my school my family and GB.
since God put me in GB i shud go all the way in it.though i dun like to but im willing. God has his plans for me in this camp. so now,im looking forward to it!
haha yay.

2007-06-01T20:21:00.001+08:00

LOLS!

GB HAND OVER CAMP

2007-05-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

HAND OVER CAMP
AHHHH.Im gonna miss GB.
it is so funny that GB parades and everything have ended and im not feeling happy.
i guess GB has become part of my nanhua life.
im gonna miss grumbling:"aahhhhh friday parade.so siannn.." or "wad is wrong with GB, everytime parade"
HAHA..yeah.im gonna miss all the girls.the times when we gathered and gossip,complain, or simply talk about pointless things.

SEC 4s
Im gonna miss every single one of you. We could not have make it all these years without anyone of us. I still rmb there was a point when almost all of us wanna quit.but all of us stayed because of each other
Im sure the handover camp brought back so much memories. the campsite is where we had our most unbearable camp. The 13KM killer hike, the horrible food, all the runs for punishment, the unforgettable fire drill. ARGH.I HATE TO SAY GOODBYE TO ALL OF YOU.
All the pains that we suffered just turned into something beautiful. They gave us something to rmb. I guess we will never forget what we have gone through.
We are all from different backgrounds but we came together and work for one purpose in GB.
Officer Jesse's speech was touching. We might not meet again. but we once have one purpose.
certainly it is not an accident that all of us are in 69.We have all grown and change.cheers to the pioneer batch of 69!
Im gonna miss all the fun and laughter.all the jokes and gossip.everything

SEC 3s
ahhh..adorable ones.
it is just amazing to see each and everyone of u rising up.
HAHA.you ppl brought much fun and laughter to GB.
hahaha.i always love to see you guys talk crap.HAHHA..my stomach always burst over your jokes. ahh....XINYU!company ic.hahaha...you r gonna be a good leader.u r really someone who serves and lead well. come on girl! you r gonna bring 69th to greater heights

SEC 2s
hahaha.i hope you guys have enjoyed GB so far.if u haven,it is normal.we once thought of quitting too.wells.u r gonna have a lot of opportunities to grow and you r gonna be leaders of 69th.your journey of GB has just begun.more pain and hardships are gonna come.haha.but press on!

SEC 1s
hah.it must have been a tough camp for you guys.esp eating the huge amts of food.but trust me.we have worse camps. wells, dont feel that GB is gonna be hell for the next 3 yrs. u will never regret staying on.because it is not the actuvities you stayed on for, it is the ppl u press on for. Just wanna bless you ppl and have fun in GB.

wow.it is the end of the 4 yrs in GB.
it is amazing how GB changed my life.i would never regret because i know GB is in God's plan.It is where i grow to know the Lord. It would be one of the most significant things in my life.
Im gonna miss everyone there.
HAHA. AH BIANG!...im gonna miss your jokes!SIAO HUA(CRAZY FLOWER/SCHOOL BELLE)
hahaha...
Cluedo was fine.hahaha.it was fun being bitches. sry to those ive scolded harshly.didn mean it.
hehe.we sec 4s are good actresses.

Ah piang: Alright guys,tonight we will keep our cool. esp you,Billy Bong. I dont want you to show your 吓死人的 karate skills.

LOL..my stomach was bursting.hehe.

I never regretted joining GB.

2007-05-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

I CANT FIND MY ANCIENT PONCHO!
hahaha.i got it for the first GB camp in sec 1.haven got to use it.
i was hoping to use it for the last GB camp tmr..
but argh
cant argh cant find it

watching channel 8 show now.
arghhh...the little boy is so cute!!
my heart was breaking when that evil stepmom was pinching Him and all.
argh..he is so cute.
HAHA.

wells.tmr will be the handover camp. the last company camp for us sec 4s.
feeling kinda sad.Gb has changed so many lives through these 3 yrs.
sweet sour salty bitternesses...we've been through them all.
the most precious gift i received was God, my salvation.
GB is one of the most significant thing in my life.
in fact it totally changed my life.
it is through Gb i got to know my spiritual family.
hheee.was really blessed by it.ooo im sure the handover camp is gonna be fun!!

oh and tmr is the last day of skool
yay.but i have remedial for the next 13 days of holidays.
and i just realise i have only slightly more than 4 months till o levels.
OMG.it is so near yet so far.
o well..shall summit the exam to God.
only with His strength, I can do well.
=)

2007-05-21T21:19:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Joanne!!
yea..TOday it is the birth of the ultimate legend--ME.
HAHA
thx for all the presents and the cheesecake today!
really appreciated it.
it is so amazing how my life has been.
God has mould me greatly throughout these 16 yrs and i believe there is more to come!
I was praying to God in tears yesterday when he asked me,"what do u truly want for your birthday."
God searched my deepest desire and what i truly want is really my parents salvation.
there is nothing more precious than the love of God.
For the past one year, God broke me and mould me, broke me and mould me again and again.
indeed it was painful.indeed it wasn easy.even now, the persecutions i faced are not easy.
everyday i have to fight the temptations from the devil.and very guilty to say, i fell in them often. Every night as i cry before God, wondering when will he give me a way out.
I felt so guilty before God.
It's like the Song.
A thousand times i fail, still Your mercy remains.
SHould i stumble again, I am caught in your grace.

I have failed God so many times and yet God never once failed me.
even my darkest moments have turned into something beautiful by God.
It is really a process of moulding for me.
I cannot believe how much i have changed throughout the years.
I was looking through my past photos and pri skool journals(yes i kept them), and i could not stop crying. I cannot believe how God brought me to HIm.
I really thank Him for my salvation. If i haven received Christ i seriously dunno where will i be.

THis was the source of Love i was looking for
This was the Guardian i was looking for.
This was the friend i was looking for.
This was what i was looking for.

just think of it thousands of yrs ago, God alr have you on his mind.
and thousands of yrs ago God had alr set this date for me to be born.
I love God more than ever. I would never want to let go of HIm.EVER.

=) God bless

2007-05-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

whoa.im still full with ben N jerry.
hahah...i felt like a true glutton.
when the big tub was dere, i felt as if the surroundings blurred and the tub was the only thing i see.muahahaha...and it irritated yixin and yingxin cos my hand was all over the place.hahahha.
it was good lah.hehe..thank you ppl for the treat!!
i cant believe in my lifetime i would have a chance to eat such a big sundae.
i can fit my entire head inside.hahah.
yea.oh went kbox wif amanda,meiting and yingxin too.
it was so funny as we were trying to destress after today's mid yrs haha.
oh i almost forgot my mid yrs are over today.
hhaa...it felt as if it is over long ago.lol.
enjoyable day i guess.
oh it will be full day skool tmr.argh..
i guess we will be having our 2.4...argh.
i thank God for holding me through theis period of mugging.
it has truly be tiring.but i felt a breakthrough in my spirit.i felt more committed to the Lord even in times where i am busy and stressed.I learn to commit my burdens into his hands.
i actually reflected a bit.i seriously cant believe God saved me.
indeed i was lost out there and the Lord picked me up from the messiness of the world.
yay.thank God!

2007-05-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

urray!!haha.
hiphip hurray!
all the major papers are over.
left only the less taxing ones.hahaha
went shopping with dear sisters today.yixin and joan.
hahaha.i realise im wierd.
i look normal in wierd stuff like red pants.haha.hot red pants.
but i look wierd in normal stuff like brown pants. i dun get myself.
i like things like bananas and cows.
i like a blusher which turns out to be called "foolish me"
stop laughing uh yixin.
haha.joan got cow shoes too!!!haha.yay.cows r cute okie.
yeah and i still cant get my little miss shirt.argh.
the little miss chatterbox is far too transclusent and im not bossy enough to wear little miss bossy.argh.
anw ya.super tired now yet super awake.
argh im wierd again.haha.
later.

2007-05-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

HAHA.i shall update my blog.
wells basically all the papers are almost over.
left Amaths, all the science paper 1s and spa skill 3
ahhh.i must say this is exam that i mug the most.
but it is the one that i feel happy mugging.
although for some papers i felt as though my brain is melting, leaking out from my ears.
hahaha..but i learn to commit the paper into God's hands.
despite the urgency to study all the chapters which was kinda mind blowing i still took time to spend time with God everyday.
although im feeling kinda guilty for falling aslp in the middle of reading the bible because i was so tired from studying. i hope God forgives me.
i dun have much confidence for ALL the papers. but i know it is in God's hands.
I shall thank Him for my results now! hehe.though i haven got back any of the papers yet.
we must interceed the spiritual relm and wad we bind there will come through physically!.
yay.no matter wad r the results i'll still thank God for giving me the strength for waking up every morning to mug.
I really nid to learn to study smart.cos if this kind of studying continues for me, i seriously think my mind will leak out of my ears.
HAHA.
omg and i want to go shopping!!!..argh.
Friday here i come!!!....
Lord bless me for tmr's Amaths paper.
I shall claim my A1!!!!haha.Ask big mah.
okok.shall go practice differensation now.

2007-05-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

I love this video.

I think he is scary.

2007-05-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

IM STUDYING SO HARD THAT I CANT BELIEVE MYSELF.

LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH AND WISDOM.

2007-04-25T05:13:00.000+08:00

IT WAS FANTASTIC. I was completely overwhelmed by the show. The music, the cast, the props. Although some parts i was trying to figure the words of the song in between the high notes but that didn really dother. I moved tears when towards the ending. The set was really majestic especially the part where they row the boat into the dungeon and when the phantom descended down from above. I was awed. It was the first time I watched such a show and it was an eye opener indeed. HEHE.I really wonder how the ppl sing like that. I never knew that people can really do the high notes like that. I think the glass could even shatter. HAA.

2007-04-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

haha.super tired now.just came back from cell
shall blog abt the wonderful today before i bath.

SPORTS DAY.

CONGRATS 405 4X100M TEAM FOR ACHIEVING SILVER!!! HAHA
3 CHEERS.YAY.
anyways. 405 was on the most high spirit today.
we went crazy when mrs lew was in the staff race when we went on screaming
"re qing ru huo!" which means "ignited with passion in chinese".our class motto.
mrs lew tinks the chinese version sounds very wrong and was totally embarrased when we made a poster with these words.
so ya all of us just go ard the stadium shouting this.
and we even ran 400m together after the event shouting "re qi ru huo!" in unison.
haha.no forgetting that we screamed at mr pandian and mrs chang to take photos with us.
HAHAHAHAH.it was great.405.
hehe.we might seem very anti-social and cliquish in class.
but we are all ignited with passion when we come together!!!.hehe.
1:RE QING
2:RU HUO!
haha.okok.

CELL.
today was powerful.
the word spoke to me.as i was crying when ah ma share, i really thank God for not letting me go. No matter how much i stray away from God, He will still hear me when i cry to him and put peace into my heart.
It is useless to use your own strength to follow God, it will never last.
it is impossible to follow God without disciple too.
yes.we are busy.yes there's loads of things to do.
but God is first in our lives. wad is this time that we set aside compare to wad He had done for us?
I thank God for revealing His will to me.

HOME.
my mum ordered cream puffs.
one full box.
imported from holland.
the smooth cream in the sugary puffs.
argh i cant stand the temptation.
byee ppl.
:)

2007-04-17T20:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FREE CONE DAY.
hahaha.it was the day ive been looking forward to.
ate ben and jerry until super full today.
and we did the most retarded stuff. i shan't post details.
muahaha.

2007-04-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

The lock from my locker broke

like this:

AND IM SO SAD.

POOR LOCKER.awww.

mann.i dun understand how it came off really.

and ppl pls dun be mistakened. I dun have such strength.

some guy fell and broke it. WOW.IM FACINATED.

haha.

2007-03-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

yay.i shall update.
morning--chen star2 thing.
haha.not very productive i wud say.
the prog is 10 to 12, from 10 to 11 we only did 1 question.haha.
wadevar la.this thing is gonna last every sat all the way till august.
anw got home with my mum.
cant go for the BN144. cos of family outing.
Lord, pls convict me. let me love you more than my love ones.

family outing.
haha.whoa it has been like half a year my family went out tgt.
so yeah.enjoyed today.
ooo and i tink i just gain like dunno how many millions of calories.
had subway,carl's jr and ben & jerry today.all the junk.
lalala.shopped a lot too.haha..we got a fondue tub!!!.which means i can eat fondues everyday!!! muahahahahahaha.yay.
it was good fellowshipping with my family.
i really really wanna see them know God.and they will!!!!
haa...everyone is mugging hard for mye now.
argh.i shud start my mugging too.
i need to study for God!.and not for man's approval.
so yea tts today. =)

2007-03-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

waha.
im tired from GB.
i guess it was the journey back home that is tiring.argh.
wells. lessons haven been interesting these days.
teachers are trying to rush syllabus.but managed to stay awake in class.
so many tests.cannot dont pay attention.
anyways.i realise there so many things left to do in GB.
like having to complete all the pioneer badges, the 30 hrs of service learning.
argh.it shall be a tiring journey.
but still, Thank God for GB.
come to think of it, i wont know where alse i would be if i didn choose gb in the first place.
it's like my life has been totally transformed.
God's plan is really beautiful.
to think that i used to have thoughts of quiting GB in sec 2.
somehow i still remained in GB
and now ive received the Gift from God.
haha.i never knew once i join GB i'll be joining it for life. I really believe this is where God puts me. =D
haha.it's true, it's kinda scary to think where else i will be now if i didn have GB
ppl have asked me why would i join GB in the first place, because of my netball background in pri skool...haha..truth is i dont know.
seriously, i guess we all cant run away from God's will. and i would never want to run away from it too. cos God has the best plan for me.
yay.

2007-03-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

Lord.
Take my life into your hands.

haa..today is the nicest day ever.

u see:

0800-0900- Maths(nicest perios of the day)
0900-1000- Chem test
1000-1030- SS test
1030-1100- Break
1100-1200- Bio test
1200-1300- O level physics SPA.

so the whole day was just test test test test test.

thank God i made it through.hehe
till i blog again.

2007-03-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

i shall finally update.
have been kinda busy cos homework starts to pile up.
and my tuitions have started.
everything seems like a deja vu
God had alr show me such things last yr
and now i fully assured that everything is in His hands.

i actually thank God for my persecutions.
it made me strong and more hungry for him.
come to think of it, i once backslided becuase i took God for granted.
but now, i shall cherish His prescence
because all the more im hungry for God now.
Our walk with God is never easy. We will get deceive easily by this messed up world.
Stand firm, my daughter, Stand firm.
There is nothing God cannot do.
everything is in his Will.
He will make a way.
even every tear u cry is precious in his eyes.
so nothing can make GoD love u more or love you less. for his love is perfect.
when everything in the world seem so meaningless and dark, God shall be my light and source of strength.
He is the Alpha and the Omega. The First and the Last. The Beginning and the End

2007-03-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

haha..
wells.my blog is dying..
shall give it some hope.
all wells.
nothing much happen lo.
my life is revolving ard drill nowadays.
argh.
u can hear me chant: two weeks it will be over
two weeks it will be over.

okok.so two weeks it will be over.
HAHA.i must say tat the JVS ppl improved loads.
but there a lot more room of improvement
i hope the last min prac on sat will set us on fire.
haha.come to think of it i really must thank God for drill com.
it made me learn to scold ppl.
if u all know me enough, u will know that i cant be fierce.
haha.after the influence of vannessa and yixin, now i can fire
haha..trust me them two are SO fierce..pls dun offend them hor.
haha they r my 2 firebolts during drill.
but the scoldings kinda work.their drill got so much better.
only thing now is tat i have to go memorise the commands
ohh haha..good luck to me.

cant wait for G12 conference..
:) God has a long way for me.
the persecutions would not be easy.
BUT GOD WIL MAKE A WAY.
and i cant turn back now cos HE brought me too far.
Lord i need you.More than ever.
because here in Your prescence i am free.

2007-03-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

okie back from the Parents Appreciation Night.
hahaha...it was good overall.
us gb upper sec girls are simply a bunch of drama queens.
we created a skit somehow and rehearsed it in 1 hr.
haha.everything was totally impromptu.
uhahahaha....it was really funny and retarded.all wells.

Press On Joanne!!!!
HAIYA!
haha.
drill tmr.Lord.

2007-02-28T17:12:00.000+08:00

Sis: hey wad do u think this look like? (shows me the above wire thingy)

me: eheh..*thinks**....a flower and a cloud

Sis: !!!!!

me: huh not meh? then wad u want it to look like?

Sis: Spongebob and Patrick

Me: -.-. i got nth to say abt u

Sis: goes off giggling..

haha.just something retarded my sis did.haha.she'll never be so retarded in front of strangers.but she can get really dumb and retarded when she's at home.all wells. tts my sis haha..

ARGH...BIO IS SUCH A PAIN.!!

nida memorise a lot of stuff..and im still here blogging.

ARGH.hope that i can finish studying BIO.

I NEED U LORD.

okok.off to study abt the eye now.yes the eye.

2007-02-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

OKOK im gg to update
haha.nth much
CNY was okie.
it is my first CNY as a child of God.
i realised after all 15 and 9 months of my life tat no many of my relatives are christans
in fact, as far as i know, none of them are christians.
i realise how important my salvation is.
I really pray that Jesus would never let me go because i really want to see all those ppl getting saved. i really pray that i will press on and never give up when the trials come.
Cell was good ytd.
it made me recall of wad i realised this CNY.
No matter what happens, never give up.
i may be the only christian among many of my realtives but im definitely not alone. cos God will walk me through all the difficult times
as i was praying for every house that i visit, God affirmed me as his daughter. God gave away his most precious to us and there is nothing he cannot give us.
Lord.Save this family.Save everyone else around me.
=)
common tests next week...
mugmugmugmugmug

2007-02-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

haha.
qinglin drew this on my hand.
super cute and entertaining

OPEN!

CLOSE!

OPENCLOSEOPENCLOSEOPENCLOSE...
JUST LIKE A FISH TALKING..LOL.

okie fine.lame stuff

2007-02-14T17:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES'S DAY!
HAHA GREAT DAY!
and it is the most sinful day for u get get to indulge in all the little gifts like chocholates and candies.
yay.but i still love it!!.
haha..but really sorry guys that i couldn get something for u.
maybe i'll give a belated one.
cos i really cant find the chance to go buy.arghh..slapme.
anyways..didn my new yr shopping alr..
finally got everything.
God had really blessed me today mann.
cos the past few trips i would shop several hrs but still couldn find ONE thing satisfying.ARGH.
but today i got everything i nid within one hr!!..
haha..praise GOD.yay.
but now is my bro's new yr clothes is my problem.
have to go shopping with him tmr.
all wells.at least it is shopping.all wells..CNY IS COMING!!!
which means common tests are coming..
well life goes on.
and Im sure the Lord will guide me.yay.
bless you ppl!

2007-02-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

wahhaha
a long time since i updated.
wells..nth much to update.
just tat i had a GIANT ulcer in my mouth which really bothers me.
ARGH. ppl pls pray for me.. :)
and secondly my eye is red..have to stop wearing contacts for somedays.
arghh.. i really nid prayer!!..whoever who reads this pls Keep me inm prayer okie??

haha..anw..got back chinese olevels results.
didn do well la..
but i still thank God..
i could not ask for anything more than this mark.
it is even more than what i deserve.
I admit that i dont pay attention of put in constant effort in chinese.
all wells...
not allowed to attend service this week.

God just told me that war starts now
I have to fight for victory in this family for there is no victory without war.
Press on Joanne!!...
I Choose To Stand Firm.

2007-02-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

oh mann im so tired!!
back from leadership conference.
mann it has been more than 12 hrs away from home.
it was alright in all.
though i got quite irritated by some stuff..eg.the so called games.everyone pls agree
BUT hahaha..im so glad to have my sec3s ard!!!.
yea dey totally made my day with all their super funny experiences and super random comments.was laughing my lungs out.
we were toking abt all the funny teachers like miss yeo.OMg.Xinyu was damn funny.
and GB suddenly had this fad of playing the famous icebreaker.
it is the four beat thing and u gotta say ur name according how many times u r called to do.if u get wad i mean.
and whenever we get a chance to sit down this game will be played.
haha.mann GB is so blessed with such fun juniors!!!.
GB will be super dull without u guys!!! LOVE YA LOADS!!!.
and crapped somemore with other gb mates on the way home..
the thing abt GB gg to take part in Nanhua idol is super funny.
haha..okok .post e tmr..
ARGHH..i cant finish my homework!!!..shall do it after service tmr.yay.
cya ppl!

2007-01-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

Now presenting to You...
The Magic Of Blackets.
featuring the Yixin,Joanne, Ah ma.
enjoy.
Remember.Things are always not what you see.

2007-01-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

haha.
yay. im feeling so happy.
cos it's a sunday!!.
God is really doing miracles in my life.
my mum just asked me abt church.
she's starting to be curious abt why i love church.
haha. she agreed that she'll check out service someday..
HAHA..yay.!!!..im gonna cont praying hard!!.
God's grace is really upon my family.
haha..service was great.
had fun catching up with my sisters.
we only see each other for only once or twice a week u noe.
so we spent a lot of time fellowshipping after service.
im really really glad that God placed me in this family.
felt really blessed when im with my sisters.
HAH.

oo and my parents are becoming vainer and vainer.
my dad went on a plastic surgery in thailand to remove his eyebags.
he shocked me when he wore sunglasses back home.
"since when my father so cool"lol
den when he removed them, i got a shock of my life.
he had swollen eyes. omg.
haha.it's subsiding now la.will take abt 5 days he say.
and today my mom went for surgery too.
she went for a facelift.
i heard that both of them r gonna get botox.
mann now i noe when i get my vain genes from..

im super craving for cookies.
they say by eating breathmints can stop cravings instantly. i wonder if it works.
argh.im still gg to eat cookies.

i wanna go shopping..

2007-01-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

.haha.thursday!
yay. skool was okie again.
nth special.the usual fun and laughter.
i tink i have a lot of funny teachers.LOL.

den went to people's park with yingxin adn my sis today.
crapped a lot.
and i had tat mango dessert thing again.
im like having it every week.yay.
it's okie.
it's nice cooling and sweet and healthy. wad more can u ask from it?
all wells. i nida start getting cny clothings alr
i got suspenders today and im still trying to figure out how to wear it.yay.
i realise i have loads of test next week. GREAT.
HAHA.okok done ppl.

2007-01-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

whoa has been quite a while since i update.
haha.was kinda lazy to.
anw shall blog.
today is a really short skool day. and im a really bad testtube washer.
wash until the whole place super wet.
haha.basically quite a fun day in skool.
den went to meet my siblings and shop at vivo.
haha.aiyo.cant really find interesting stuff to blog.
basically just go skool and have fun.HAHA. shall update interesting stuff when i have them.
yeahh.and yingxin haven send me the magic videos so i cant post them.AHAHAHA.
thurs tmr!.
omg assembly. i better slp early so that i wun get caught falling slp again.
XDXD.

2007-01-21T20:10:00.000+08:00

haha back from service XD
sermon was really really good.
finally i can understand pastor melvin.HAHA.
received so much.
JOANNE- The Discple whom Jesus love.
yeahh...ah ma not here today so dajie Yanrui did the debriefing.
yay.den after tat wanted to get some snacks
but the nice samuel gave me this sweet which gave me the most fantastic feeling ever.
candy covered in chilli powder.NICE.
it may me teared even. i swear i can feel my tongue sweating.OMG.
THANKS SAMUEL.THANKS.
so yea anw. crapped with Bingrong.
and we invented a joke!.
haha.
HAHA.u see.
*since Mascara RUNS well when it is not waterproof.
so u can mark it when u r running marathon.
then before the run u tell the mascara:" everyday u come my house here at 8 am then we will go running. if one day i can catch u, u will be mine."
so everyday the mascara come and go running.
then ONE FINE DAY, u almost almost catch the mascara.
so u tell urself tmr u must catch mascara.
budden the next day, U FIND EYELINER AT UR DOOR!!"
THEN EYELINER SAY:" if i can catch u den u r mine!!!."

okie wadevar..if u dun get the joke den never mind.
den train home with yixin yingxin henzy and bingrong.
haha..discussed abt a lot of retarded stuff.
and bingrong did a very retarded video.
haha.bingrong's retardness leaves me dumbfounded.HAHA.
mann i still got my journal to do.
gotta imagine myself as saddam hussein.
okok so yea im gg to let my imagination run now! run as fast as mascara!!.
HAHA

2007-01-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

haha.
today.i had a forgetful day.
forget too many things.
too many things till i forgot wad i forgot.
anw.haha.Parade was fun today!!.
played hide and seek.
it was super retarded.
me and yixin was hiding in a cupboard thing along the corridor
i thought it was the safest yet most dangerous place.haha.
anw.we were having sauna inside and suddenly someone opened the door.
we thought: OMG they found us."
it turns out to be this female staff from our skool.
she was SUPER shocked.
Imagine u opening some door and found two girls in red inside
the cupboard size isn very big lorr.smaller then my closet.
so yea...then we quickly signal the SHHHHH finger at her.
and she was kinda calm still but still stunned.
haha. she was like :" uh okok let me plunge my card."
haha.and by this time my juniors alr saw us from outside.
den after the woman plunge her card she went on : "ookok i close this door", leaving us laughing madly inside.
and den my juniors went to open the door and pretend tat they found us.
HEY THE AUNTY FOUND US OKIE.
haha. it was really fun.to tink such a simple game can create such fun.HAHA.
den we tried to choreograph the fancy drill for drill com.
and was quite distracted by the NCC boys doing pt.
LOL.they look like dey were doing some mass stupid dance.LOL..oops.
and thought of some retarded steps for the fancy drill.
i shudn stop spreading retardedness ard.
HAHA.okok.
okie.Thank God for the day. :)

2007-01-17T22:21:00.000+08:00

haha.
revising Georg now.
i must georg is the hardest to study.
either u memorise everything or use ur common sense.
cos basically it all test on ur crapping skills.
mann i better rmb to bring my common sense tmr. the all nice Georg test.

today!..all wells.i gotta get over seeing stairs everyday.
it just dreads me to tink tat i have to keep climbing.
or maybe im just simply too conscious abt me climbing stairs.
nowadays when i see overhead bridges i will groan. becos it is more stairs.
HAHA. Today..yay early dismissal.haha.
i love wednesdays.
went to chinatown with yixin and joan after skool.
went to rummage for buttons to make into earings..wells had a good time fellowshipping.
most ultimately we went to eat lovely sweet and delicious dessert.
oh man.again i stress, im not a glutton.HAHA.
den dey have to go off for tuition so i have to head off.
went intending to go shopping alone but suddenly just dont feel like it.
God just prompted me to go home and study for georg test.
mm yea.so had a long bus journey home.
came home and started to read georg.
and until now i cant get a thing into my head.
cos i guess it is all common sense.
And i tink eco-tourism is fun.
okok.yea.so im done now.YAY.

2007-01-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

Im Not A Glutton, I Just Love Junk Food.
HAHAHA.

Bro: sis, u r such a glutton. everytime come home, on com and eat junk food
ME: hey im not a glutton ok.i just love junk food.
Bro: u are becoming fat huh.
ME: wadevar lah..want some? (handing him my junk food)
Bro: OK!

HAHA....
today was a climbing stairs school day.
u see.
1) Climb 6 floors up to classroom
2) Climb 6 floors down for recess
3) Climb 5 floors up for malay lesson
4) Climb 5 floors down for Chem Spa
5) Climb 6 floors up for prayer meeting
6) Climb 5 floors down to hall
7) Climb 5 floors up to classroom to get bag
*) Climb 6 floors down to leave school.

wad great exercise okie.
so how do i reward myself?
by eating junk food.LOL
hhaaa.okok.
today the CDP was very funny.
tat Jay guy has a round shiny head.
HAHA.he has no problem with oily hair.
den we were supposed to write in the 10 things abt guys tat turns us off.
HAHA.and all of us start having girl talk.
so yea..school is fun!.
ohh i have a chinese compo to write.OMG.
i nida refresh my chinese mind.
okok.ciao ppl!

2007-01-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

today!
couldn go for the BN 144 meeting.
so stayed at home and be a good girl.
revised A maths.and ive mastered a bit of trigo with the help of my dad.
yay..haha.im gg to conquer A maths!!.
went for a jog with my family too.
it's been such a long time since we've done tat.
and my stamina is rusting so much.
i wanted to stop at the 6th round but the song that was playing in my ipod encouraged me.

Future Generations-4him.
* I wont bend and i wont break. I wont water down my faith. I wont compromise in a world of desperation.

Tats when God reminded me that in this yr of victory, im gg to see a breakthrough in this family.
my walk of God dont just concern me alone. God has called me in this family so that light can be brought in. I may be the only person in my parents' life who is able to preach the gospel.
so no matter how hard the race will be, i cannot bend or break, because my family still needs to be saved.

SO i continued till the 10th round and i wanted to stop alr. I looked back and saw my dad running. and He was signalling to me 2 and a half more rounds to 5km.
i was really tired but since i had not stopped running at tat pt, why not just continue till 5km?
so i jogged really really slowly with my dad. and in the end i completed 13 rounds!
haha...God has made me reflect abt my dad these days.
God is searching deeply in my heart and reminding abt my life and how my dad has been an impact on me. Im so amazed that God has brought me so far.
So i decided to work on a tribute post abt my Dad. and as i was typing tears just kept flowing down. Im really touched by my Dad's selfless love.
GOd is really giving me the strength for me to love my dad more. ANd i can also see how much grace God has given my dad. I really hope to see him know christ by this yr.
i dunno whether it can happen but God is really giving me the strength to believe.
so yea..im still working on the post.Be patient for it.God is really searching through me life.

Lord.Teach me how to love you more than my loved ones.

2007-01-13T10:40:00.002+08:00

Body Building

RETARDED!

2007-01-10T15:22:00.000+08:00

Twinkle Twinkle

2007-01-10T15:18:00.000+08:00

haha.
yay.i got the com.haha
hmm well today.
went skool and did the usual stuff lorr.
haha..kept wanting to fall asleep.
apparately ive been making the effort to slp early every night.
and yes i slept so much earlier than wad i used to
but i seem to become more tired!
argh..haha.anyway stayed back a bit for the gb badgework.
ooo we r gonna visit the courts to listen to crime cases.
HAHA.sounds so cool.
so yea.one stupid video is up.
Go Ahead AND LAUGH TIL U DROP.haha.
retarded us.

2007-01-08T20:01:00.001+08:00

COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM

haha.yes.

com sweet com =)

2007-01-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM
COM SWEET COM

haha.yes.

com sweet com =)

2007-01-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

haha.
okie.didn online for quite some time now.
both my com and laptop spoils at the same time.
all wells.
i guess God just wanna test me to see if im addicted to the com.
i was praying tat he could stop me for keep using the com and the next day both my coms got send for repair.HAHA.ooo tat is how God moves mann.
yay.oo.
pics for the new yr bash r up.can see on yingxin or yixin blog.
there were some spastic ones with yixin.
LOL.the videos r even more retarded.
all wells.watch out for them.
using my dad's laptop now.so cant use for long.
hmm..tats all for now.HEHE..

2006-12-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

haha.yay.
today went to my aunt's hse to play with my nephew~!
kids nowadays r so spoilt.
my nephew is now crazy over Thomas and Friends.
kinda reminds me tat last time im also crazy over them
i tink rmb i have tons of books on them
haha.but hey kids nowadays dun use story books anymore.
dey have this.

a cute small personal plasma tv wif vcd player.
and so he can watch his tonnes of Thomas and Friends Vcd on it.
LOL

AHHH...seee seeee..the rock coming to crash the train!!...see!!.Oh My GOSH.
lol..tts wad my nephew is yelling to me while i was camwhoring.LOL
he has this small personal couch for him to watch his personal tv.
and he invited me to sit on it!.
i felt lyk a total giant.LOLdamn cute luh

rolling and playing on his couch

haha...sharing his poky thing wif me...
we were trying to compete hu can eat it in the fastest time
haha..lazy to upload more pics alr.
all wellss..
sunday tmr!!..
haha.yay..really looking forward.
pastor is gonna pray for all of us!.
which means a darn long service.
YAY.haha..den will be the retro new yr bash!.
haha..looking forward to see everyone in retro.HAHA.
okok...tts all for now!

2006-12-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

haha.
was dragged up by my mum during morn to go for facial.
and this made me refuse to go out for the rest of the day
aiyo.now my whole face is red la.
haha..hope it will go off by sunday.
if not gotta put lots of concealer.
so yea chilled at home whole day.
watched loads of la be xiao xing and do a lil bit of a maths.
the yr of mugging is gonna start soom!!.
HAHA.gotta prepare for it.
all wells..let me enter the yr victoriously!!
yay.okie im done here.

2006-12-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

haha
today
woke up early to set off for yixin's place to bake cookies.
went nearby to get the choc chips and butter first before gg.
haha..all wells.
i love cookies.they turn out great by the way.
haha.then was cell.
all of us shared abt our faith goals.
had few laughs.LOL.
oo and ah ma got nice presents for us!
a pretty notebook and a pretty organiser.
yay..skool starting next week.
oo time flies..im ready to enter the yr of victory!!.
yay.yea..so later ppL!

one day every tongue will confess u r God.=)

2006-12-27T21:39:00.000+08:00

YTD.
Sentosa!!
haha.met up wif yixin and bingrong to head down to harbourfront and found yingxin dere.
haha..den found out that the rest were still at tampinese.-.-
haha.so we went sentosa first and self entertain ourselves.
den after an eternity, danial.dan.guoqiang.gabriel. finally appeared.
haha.played tat playground things in the sea.
whoa it was really fun la.but dangerous.
basically jumping here and there lyk nobody's business cos even if u fall u'll land in the water.
haha.the iceberg thing was scary cos u r practically free-falling.
haha...had laughs dere esp we had to go into 7-eleven when we were drenched.
whoa it was north pole in 7-eleven.
HAHA.den went home with yingxin.
had a good talk with her too.
im just really touched by GOd.
he has answered my prayer even at times i prayed without faith.
im really amazed at how God is working through yingxin's life as she shared with me how her life changes.=) i really hope to see more salvation!.
cell tmr.have to share abt next yr.
guess im gonna spend some time pondering abt next yr.
yr of victory!!.haha.
TODAY.
went town wif yingxin and yixin.
haha.bought stuffs!
fruitful shopping trip.
haha.i guess i wun have much shopping chances next yr huh.
yea...den yingxin came over to my hse to look for retro clothes for the new yr bash.
she took my mom's polkadot blouse.
i guess my family has a lot of retro stuff huh.
all wells..holidays r almost over.
i still cant believe this yr is over.
haha.i must say that this is the most amazing yr of my life so far.
and there will be more amazing yrs to come!!.
haha..okok..go tear the places down ppl!

2006-12-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

We wish you a Merry CHristmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
And a Happy New Year!

Happy Holidays ppl!

just some pointless post.
haha

2006-12-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!
sunday!
yea service was good. with all the christmas songs during worship.
first time i actually had christmas in church.
can feel the heartwarming family christmas atmosphere wif ppl going ard wishing merry chrismas and distributing little gifts. =)
haha im so glad God gave me this family!
yea.thx loving family!
oo went to my aunt's hse for gathering.
had a fun time with my cousins.
everyone of us was close to vomitting blood when i tried to teach them bridge and dey were trying to understand wad i mean.HAHA.
played cluedo too.
it was less fun playing on the board though.
got sick of it after 2 hrs.haha.
crapped a bit with the adults.
they had too much sense of humour.HAHA.
okok.public hol!
so Happy Holidays and have a blessed christmas!

2006-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello hello!!
back from the five-day-not-at-home-week.
haha..it was rfeally fun i must say
-Youth Camp

First day- it was lyk raining throughout.but i tink the rain made the day even more fun i guess.
we had fun pitching the darn tent.lol there was smth wrong wif the structure of the tent.
den the rain came so we lyk lyk pasting TOday newspapers on our tent
the family spirit of our cluster is so heartwarming as we walked in the rain tgt.
LOL.and my and yixin thought noone can recognise us in the ponchos so both of us did our VERY OWN stand up comedy as Bimbo and Retard.LOL.mann i swear that was the most funny and retarded thing i ever did.i bet valerie and yingxin were laughing their jaws out.LOL.
it was super self entertaining.
HAHA..so in the end our tent got flooded lyk mad so we slept in the room in TC.
which has a lot better conditions.HAHA.thank God huh.

Second day-the sun hung brightly up dere!!.
yea so we had this 7000 challenge which we r suppose to conquer Sky Sea and Land.
the Sky challenge was climb stairs.
im so amazed that i accomplished lyk 84 storeys altogether when 4 storeys in skool to me is alr a killer.
haha..but got painful calves after tat. but all wells..i enjoyed tat.
den the land challenge was the relay challenge which was basically running to and fro with tat baton.
my grp completed 114 times i tink.
den the sea challenge was abt throwing ball in the sea without dropping it.
at first we were kinda high cos we were quite steady at 500 plus passes.
but we dropped the ball so have to restart counting.
our spirits got lower and lower cos we kept dropping the ball.
until a pt of time when we almost wanted to give up and just play wif water instead.
with determination,we strived again though we only left lyk 1min to continue.
haha..in the end we got 12 passes only.
but im really proud of my grp cos we perservered on tgt.=)
den we had this skipping rope thing where all campers.(all130plus of us) have to jump tgt on our skipping ropes.
haha.we had fun trying to coordinate.and we did it!! 1.2.jump!.

Cluedo midnight- hahas..i tink the game was really creative..
the roleplaying charactars were so enthusiastic in their charactars and i tink tat makes the game so fun.HAHA..
i lyk the Lin popo taichi act.HAHA..and guanghan's orhbinlang act was good..
the whole conclusion of the game was lame.it was actually the best fren,ANthony ZApSAMBONG hu killed.
lol.i found tat kinda lame..
at the pt of time i was alr half concussed.LOL..i felt lyk a drunkard at tat time i swear.

Third DAY-yay...haha..packed up and gathered at TC for supposingly to reflect but our whole cell was concussing, trying to find the most comfy position to slp..LOL.
we r so comical.so yea Youth camp is over.cabbed wif Joan Yixin and Ah MA to the gb chalet.
Pics at Joan's blog.=)

GB CHALET.
we almost rolled down the hill while climbing to the chalet.
and basically we concussed straight.
basically half the time in the chalet we were slping.
this is wad we did.
1.reach chalet.
2.Concuss
3.wake up eat dinner.
4.COncuss again.
5wake up eat breakfast.
6.Concussed again and again.
LOL.and the thing is me and yixin was hogging the whole bed ALL to ourselves the whole time
wad can u say abt us? pigs?gluttons?retards?lol.wadevar.
den tat night we went to changi village to walk ard.lol.observing the ah kuas especially.
i really dunno wad to say.i guess all i can mention is.wad were dey tinking?
Pics at Vannessa's blog.=)

den was the christmas party.
haha..it was kinda enjoyable..
i was gobbling up half the cookies dere.HAHA.
mann i haven done my christmas shopping.
guess have to give belated christmas gifts.
HAHA..service tmr!.
it has been a terrific week!
and skool is starting soon.. -.-lll

2006-12-18T22:07:00.000+08:00

mm hello!!
ytd.service.
wahhh..it was the most interesting service so far.
woke up early in the morning to make it for the morn serve.9am.
lol..it was really refreshing.haha.
worship was good and interesting too.
the 4 men were leading and the whole worship was a deep and solem kinda thing.
lol..their voices were very low and deep u see.
one of them look like ronghui and the other looks lyk ahma's dad.LOL
and sermon wAS good.
pastor didn share much.
it was all abt drinking of the holy spirit
all i can say is God really visited us.
and God assured me abt wad he is going to do to me.
=) i really hope to stay strong in the lord.
even next yr when im having olevels.and which a lot of commitments in gb.
im still gg to serve the Lord.=)
today.
haha.went town wif my siblings.
got my ear accessory-my flipflops to hang on my ears.LOL.
and a couple of cute stuff.
i guess i wudn be here for quite awhile
having my youth camp and gb chalet for the next 5 days
haha.and after tat im just gonna concuss for dunno how long i guess.
and my camp bag is so bothering me.
it is giant mann.
lol..tink u can fit a bomb in.
hope some police ppl along my way wun suspect me as a terrorist wif tat bag.
lol.i can even fit my big slping bag in.HAHA.
all wells..may God bless me.
and CYA SOOOOOOONNNN ppl!.

2006-12-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

today was greAt!
met up wif yixin and casuarine for lunch at expo
yea..den went for the MOL show.
got kinda pissed off at some shallow and childish guys hu did smth really disappointing.
was kinda shocked at their irresponsible behavior.
i was kinda disappointed la.
but cooled alr when i thot it through.
it is not my loss anw..dey missed a great show.
somemore y shud i be bothered by this kinda ppl hu dun even have the basic principles in life.
and i dun wanna sound like im forcing them to come.so all wells..im still happy!!
minghan and gang turned up..haha...they were kinda funny la..
say a lot of crap during the show.lol
ohh and the show was good!!!.
haha..the ending part the illusions were so amazing.haha..
haa..and tat charlie guy can sing damn well la..lol...
haha..the plot of this MOL touched me too..
it really spoke to me tat our parents really love us a lot.
even though sometimes dey do things we dun understand or didn give us so much freedom
it is all for our good..just tat sometimes we took it for granted and tink tat we can handles our lives better than them.
our parents r oso learning to be good parents,dey may not be perfect but they give us selfless love which is so amazing.
i really thank God for my parents. :)
in fact i really thank God for my family too..haha
i thank him for my 2 cute and lovely sibling. :)

went vivo city wif casuarine and yixin..
went to walk ard..haha..nth much..
ohh me and yixin seriously bringing luggage for youth camp and gb chalet next week.
ppl pls dun laugh at us for doing such a funny thing.
desperate calls.desperate measures.lol.
and we were just toking retarded stufff on the train back..
we were laughing ourselves out when i try to translate songs like behind these hazel eyes and sexyback into chinese.
oh boy the songs sound retarded in chinese..LOL
service at 9AM tmr..oh mann..
have to wake up at like 630..
good luck to me and pray that i dun slp during sermon..HAHA
okok...im off ppl.

2006-12-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

haha...
back from the wedding dinner.
funny i never saw tat relative before but yet i attended the wedding
all wells..i realise my relatives were really funny.
haha...and the door gift is really cute.
it's a plate thing with the letters.L.O.V.E on it.
my bro was like..ooo..im a cheap skate person.shall go steal everyone's doorgift to give my girlfrens for valentine's day next yr.
lol..and he stole a lot of the flowers dere home..LOL...i dunno wad is wrong wif him.haha.
had loads of food...was super full til my stomach wanted to explode.
felt as if i was pregnant mann...HAHA..
oo MOL show tmr!!..
kinda excited abt it..yea..
meeting sisters for lunch..yay..and den go fetch ppl..
all wells..im so tired but i cant sleep wif my wet hair..
shall sit and stone til my hair is dry..argh.
haha..cya ppl!

2006-12-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

back from drill camp!
haha..i must say tat it was really fun.
haha..thought the longs hrs of drill were tiring.
but heyy.at least our drill is now much better.
the total defense badgework was super funny.
lol..we did this super retarded dance item consisting of dances of diff races.
there was the can-can and the disco thingy we did with the staying alive song.then the chinese opera,the kungfu,Indian dance.(LOL) and the malay dance.
it was absolutely RETARDED.but really funny.HAHA
and i realise Self-Entertaining is the trademark of gb.
was laughing my ass out as yanbing and huiwen tok randomly abt crocodiles and jaw opening.
and too many retarded stuff happen.
i slept in the most retarded position in my life.
LOL..u can ask yixin or joan.lol
had a great time wif the gb mates.
we had fun alrite!!
crapping ard and self-entertaining.
hahas..oo and i passed drill stage 2!!
haha.the test was lyk only 15mins.so fast..
gb camps are not only getting more and more fun
and the food is getting better and better.
HAHA.all wells.cya ppl!

2006-12-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

today!!..haha..had cell.
had it at rachel's place.
had some sharing and toking..
it was just a cosy and warm family gathering!!
i definitely thank God for them.haha
we kept laughing over ah ma's faith goal for next yr.
cant tell u wad is it..ssshhhhhh..family secret.haha
and we were just being gluttons again.
feasting on two packets of lays potato chips.
yixin kept disturbing me.EVIL SISTER.AHAHA
God spoke to me through the bible ytd.
this words simply stood out:
"we must obey God rather than men!"
yea..it doesn matter how good u r in this world.how sucessful u r in this world.
all matters is whether u please God.
whether u r living right with God.
becos only tat gives true happiness i find.
things of the world just make one cold and empty inside.
yea.and my siblings accepted christ ytd!!
haha prayed for them.had a good talk with them ytd oso.
ooo i bless their simple faith!.
just really happy tat i can really see God moving and giving me a lot of breakthroughs this yr.
and YES JESUS NEVER LET ME GO!.
yes Lord Yes LordYESYES LORD!!
haha..
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD
haha..drill camp tmr..
kinda dreading it..and haven even start packing yet..
haha..shall do it later when im less lazy.
and wad time am i suppose to report tmr?
gosh i better go find out.
cya ppl!!..prolly lyk 2 days later.
-..-.haha.

2006-12-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

today.
i meant to go TOWN.
but in the end i decided to go chinaTOWN.
LOLS.cos got someone fetching me and my siblings dere..
all wells.didn do much shopping dere lahh.
i thot dere wud be stuff but found none.
only bought belts.
mm..den was intending to head TOWN.
but was lazy so went vivo city instead.
haha..bought a few stuffs.
the best part was gg to candy empire and bought CANDY CANES>
haha..tts my current craze..candy canes!!
simply sweet candycanes!!.
haha..getting my christmas mood on!!
yea..ah ma called just now she encouraged me so muchh!!.
haha..it has been a great yr!.
cell tmr! it is a family gathering!.
yea..so cya ppl!

2006-12-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

back from service XDXD
met yixin at old place and went to service tgt.
hahaha....having a great time toking crap with her.
haha.den before service we were darn bored la.
we were stimulating sitting down.lol.if u get wad i mean.
service was great!
it really anoited me.God can speak to us!!
so everyone is a Prophet!.
it was good..
haha..tts y Christians are special cos dey r the voice of God.
this phrase abt us being the voice of God stood out to me during worship.
it totally hits on y we exist.
mm..den processing was fun.!!
haha yanrui gotta lead.
and yingqi kept disturbing her.
LOL.it was great la..
it feels good to see my cell expanding! yea.
we got more chairs to take now.HAHA.
after tat me and yixin hyperventilated again.LOL
it was damn retarded la.
the way we laugh at random stupid stuff ard the hall.
and it was damn retarted when my bubblegum hardened after drinking the bandung.
my teeth almost broke.
i guess both of us cant stop hyperventilating.
the LONG train ride felt good.
HAHA.travelling from one end of sg to another.
ooo..my dad is heading to the airport now.
haha..gonna miss him.
guess only can catch me back next monday,
oh no.i realise im not at home at all next week.
all wells.it will be quite awhile until i see my dad.
oo i wanna go shopping!!!!
AAAHHH..i wanna get flipflops to hang on my ears.
LOL!!..haha..shall go town tmr.
wells.cya ppl!

2006-12-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

today!
the youth alive thing was great
had fun
and tiring too..
the guys in my grp kick the ball darn fiercely
kept running ard lyk some retarted to pick up the balls.
got hit by the balls several times too.
haha..the concert and the sermon was great too.
the video was really touching.
it reminds me of God's love mann.
the father in the video have amazing love.
i was really touched.
and during the thing i was being a glutton again.
kept reaching my hand to all the titbits nonstop.
lol..kept munching and munching.waHAA..
gluttony is a SIN.hahas.
the whole was cool in all.
yesyes..
haha..service tmr!!
yeayea..and my father is heading to paris tmr oso.
haha..freedom!!
yea..so cya ppl!

2006-12-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

haha.
today!.
had cell.met yingxin and yixn to go bukit merah for cell
mm..haha it was great us sisters gather again.
hahas.had few laughs as each of us shared abt our yr.
wells.realy hope tat dere will be a day whereby everyone of us will open up to share.
mm..den crapped with yixin again.
kept laughing as if im hyperventilating again at the lame stuff we say.
guess we r just too sian
oo and Yingxin! im so glad u r following GOD!! haha!
lol.having the youth alive thing tmr.
gotta be at redhill at 1115.YEA.i hope it is gonna be fun.
ooo now watching the last episode of Ghost Whisperer.
mann.so exciting.wahahaha..uncertain ending.
not all souls crossed over
cos some of the souls stayed with tat bad guy.
and tat girl's fren died.
which is really sad.
oo guess dere will be a follow up series of Ghost Whisperer!
wahaha.cant wait!.
okok.all wells.cya ppl!
haha.

2006-12-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

haha
hello ppl!!
im now a certified first aider!
so u guys can feel safe to faint ard me or bleed ard me!
but pls dun do tat on purpose.haha.
today the other ppl in class was lyk so stress abt the exam.
while us 6 gb girls simply dun bother anything.haha.
it was really easy to pass actually.
the theory u can actually discuss it wif ppl wann lor.
the teacher dun even bother.
den while everyone was stressing over the practical exam.me yixin and vannessa were slping.
den after tat me and yixin hyperventilated.haha
we were laughing crazily at random stuff.like TOTALLY.
haha.the practical exam wasn tat hard oso lor.
haha.the doctor lyk close 2 eyes one.
me and yixin even forgot to shout call ambulance 995 during the cpr test and i tink tat doc didn realise.haha.
oo and our instructor name is call NIGHT.lol.wad a cool name.haha.
so yea..the first aid thing is finally over!!.yepyep
cell tmr..haha..
oo and last episode of Ghost Whisperer tmr too!!
mann it is gonna be exciting!
cya ppl!

2006-12-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

okie.so today.
had the first aid course again
wells.the trainer is practically arrowing us 5 gb girls.
asking us random questions abt wad he taught and only ask US.
haha.all wells.the thing was boring again.fell aslp several times though.
HAHA.but the hands on were kinda fun.
had a lot of laughs when yixn tried to put on the jaw and forhead bandage.
lol.im sry i have a round head mann.den the bandage kept sliding off.
HAHA...and the cpr was fun mann..i cant blow thw wind properly into the mouth.
and he kept asking me to tilt more of the casualty's head.
wahh.tilt so much later his neck sprain lor.
LOL..blow 2 times.1&2& 5& 4&5, 1&2&3&4&10, 1&2&3&4&15, 1&2&3&4&20, 1&2&3&4&25, 1&2&3&4&30!,den blog 2 times.
lol..the cpr madness..
hahax.hello hello r u ok? call ambulance 995 and bring AED!.
haha..last day of first aid tmr!!which is the exam.mann..God Bless Me.
HAHA..cya ppl!

2006-12-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

hehe
i realise i fot nth much to blog abt
but all wells. just here to let u guys noe tat im still alive.
haha..jkjk..of cos im alive.very much alive in fact.
haha..attended tat first aid course today.
it was kinda boring.fell slp dere.
haha..the trainer kept trying to be funny.-.-'
haas...had a few laughs dere.
but all wells.still gotta go dere tmr..
HAHA..mann..cant wait for it to be over.
mann..im really bored these days.
and OO ppl..got my webcam and mic working!!.
haha..so ppl u can webcam me anytime!!
mm..mann.im bored.
and cya ppl!

2006-12-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

haha..
today!!
i conquered 10km!!!
haha..im so amazed mann..
i thot i wud concuss halfway or smth..
haha...ran nonstop for the first 8 km
den walk one km before chionging when i saw the 50m sign.
wa lao dey scam lorr.
the 50m was lyk 1km laa..
it was such a struggle..but i did it!!
haha..so proud of myself.
haha...it was such an achievement.
yea!!!...
service was great..!!
Healing today..haha..tried my very best to find a nice position to rest myself.
HAHA..the marathon was great!!
haha..me and my uncle convinced my dad to join next yr..
lol..cool!!.
so cya pp!

2006-12-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

haha..
today was a grea day!!
so far in this hols i haven got to slack at home yet.
but today i chilled the most out of me!!
morning went to run.marathon this sunday noe.shud do some last min work.
ran from my house to the stadium.
i almost died lor..
haha..but i made it!!.
was planning to run back from the stadium but nt motivated to.
haha..legs too heavy.so walked back.
HAHA..the walk was good lorr..it was really peaceful to get in touch with the lord and reflect upon my self..it has been a long time since i quiet myself down and be still to listen to the Lord.
mm..den went home to have lunch and slack on my couch the whole dere.
haha..napped the whole afternoon..
it was a peaceful day cos i get to be along at home cos both my siblings are at my cousins' hse.
oo..i got my mic working!! but my webcam crash.
so ppl u guys r welcome to have audio conver wif me!!
yeayea..ok cya ard ppl!

2006-11-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

haa.
back after so many days.
yea.
Genting was great.
i realise my first time dere was 1994.
so ive been dere for more than a decade.HAA.
wells.great so far.
cell today.
yay.i feel tat im closer to my sisters alr.
i thank God foir this spiritual family.
haas.im really lazy to blog.l
so cya later guys!

2006-11-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

haha.
i miss ecp fun day.
heard the event was okie today though a bit complicated.
mm..mann too bad i cant be down..
actually i really feel like doing this all over again.
mann..i miss those emails abt facilitators and stuff.
i miss the times the committee crapped ourselves mad during our meetings.
missed the times we tok really sadistic stuff abt our games.
missed the times when we sulk at the meetings wif our supervising committee.our 4 friends.hahas.the fantastic 4.
missed the times to put our thumbs up for opening and closing in prayer.
or the times i have to call so many ppl to bring them to this event.
i miss the flour, water, bananas and papayas and the fun we had.
haha..COMMITTEE!!! im gonna miss ya guys too!!
haha. Jimmy,James,Olivia,CHrislyn,my boss Edmel, Michelle, Kenneth and Cerwin.
hahas.the times are great with u guys!! cya ard.!
gonna miss the celerbration tmr.gg genting.ARGH.
mann...wad great timing.hahas
coming back on wed i tink.
so cya guys!

2006-11-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

im polishing boots.
lol..it has been decades since i done so
haha...okie la..the shininess still can pass.
today.
drill rehearsal was short cos of rain.
all wells.hope tmr performance will be gd lor
den went to collect my standard chartered pack thing.
the shirt is so short.
HAHAx.but it's so cool noe.LOL
if im not in church i will never thot of taking up this kinda thing.
okok..well.gd luck to me mann.
HAHA.
ecp fun day trail run was great.
but apparently everyone has punctuality probs.
we had to start an hr late so ppl arriving late.
and dere were a few delay while sorting out our logistics.
haha..the flour game made me an old folk with so much white hair.
HAHA...it was fun la.
but the long walk was tiring for the legs lorr.
aiyo..it took an eternity to complete that walk.
HAHA...mann..too bad i cant be down for tat event.ARGH!!
i tink it is gonna be super duper fun luh.
HAHA..
okok..shall go prepare my uniformm now
cya ppl!

2006-11-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAHAx.
today was great
went with my sis to collect her PSLE score.
mann..SHE IS INHUMAN.
get so high..HAHA..
mann but she deserves it lahh.
she is nt the slacking kind
..mmm.most prob she'll be in dunman high bahh
HAA.but good luck travelling dere.
LOL..my family were lyk toking big plans lor.
abt buying another car for my mum.shift hse to the east.blahblah.
HAHA..all wells.we shall see 2 yrs later.
prolly i'll be studying ion the east oso.
mm.went to yixin's hse to bake cookies today
haha.peanut butter!! it turned out edible.HAHA
it was fun baking cookies.!
a glutton cant just know how to eat ya noe.have to know how to make the stuff dey eat.
LOL.some theory i came out with.
HAHA..feeling so high nw.dunno y.
prolly becos just came back night cruising wif my family to visit the current and future dunman high site.
HAHA..it was funny when all of us toked abt random stuff.
mm..gb rehearsals tmr oso..
cya ppl!

2006-11-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

haha..
feeling so much better after one panadol and 2hrs of slp.
HAA...today went for the skool rehearsal
hhmmm..Off Jesse has darn high expectations but i gotta say our drill wasn perfect la.though we really tried our best but we still gotta perfect it somehow.
mm..den went to yixin's hse to hang ard
haha...oo we r gonna bake peanut butter cookies tmr!!!
HAHA...cant wait mann..
den went to collect my phone...
this few weeks ave been so tiring mann..
felt a little drowsy so decided nt to go for the ECP meeting..
wells i'll be back full force tmr!!
mm...my sis is getting back her PSLE results tmr.
haha...praying for her mann..
oo..and MAGIC OF LOVE
it is a world class magic show done by my senior pastor.
it has been ard the globe and even got the media recognised before.
mm...tickets for students r 4 bucks each.interested inform me hor.
HAA..God is a God of miracles mann.
i rmb last thurs we only got 8 participants and now we exploded to 175++ alr
haha..praise God!!
cya ppl!

2006-11-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

haha..
YTD
had drill prac..mm went on great.
the steps r clear alr and it fits the music well
mm..den went to repair my phone..gonna collect it tmr..
mm..
den went bugis wif my siblings.
we shop tillwe drop mann..esp my bro hu has been looking forward to shopping..haha
wells gd day..
and TODAY
cell..mm it was great...
God just misses us so much tat he came and fill us all up
hhaaa...great to see most of my sisters today..
HAHA..cell was really touching today.
God really encouraged me alot
haha...im sure all my sisters and ah ma were touched by God too
yay..I Love Holy Spirit!!haha
mm..den went wif yixin to get gloves.
we tried queensway but cannot find
so she gotta head down to the army market place
arghh..we practically walked 4 bus stops and ask tonnes of ppl for it..
we dun even noe how the army market looks lyk at first okie
HAHA..aiyo me and yixin were freaking irritated.
finally found the place and bought the gloves..HAHA
den went back to city hall for subway..
wahh..subway is heavenly mann..i love their peanut butter cookie..
arghh..glutton is my stronghold..HAHA
kept snacking non stop nowadays..mann..
ohh gg genting this sunday
and next sunday is the standard charter marathon liao..
mann.im lazy to train lehh.HAHA
shall take cold showers from now to train stamina.HAHA
cya ppl!

2006-11-19T22:01:00.003+08:00

okie back from drill camp and service.
DRILL CAMP>
HAA..it was great though tiring laahhh..
the tiring part wasn great.haha..it was all drill drill drill
the first day started with a session abt how to teach drill..
kinda useful laa..mm.
den it was all drill lunch drill dinner and drill
i swear we only stop drill sessions at 9pm.-.-
wahh..it was a darn tiring drill day laahh..
but i guess the creative drill was fun..
we got 1 hr to choreograph our silent creative drill
it atually turn out gd laahh..but it was funny when we try to signal our movements to one another by using a soft burping sound..haha..
i love the arrow tat we formed..mm
den went to bunk and chatted wif my bunkmates..
haha
dey r so lame and funny lahh..
really enjoyed their prescence..HAHA..
den the next day..whoa..my whole body aches laa.
even now still ache..haha..den we did more drill again..HAHA..
and a lot of us the armpits were darn pain laa...
cos we rubb it too much while marching mahh..
imagine if it is a 3 day 2 nite drill camp
all of us can use our armpits to make fire liao..LOL!!
haha nemind if u dun get this joke okie..
den after tt went church service..
met yingxin 1 at expo..
her first time at service XDXD
service was great..
i love sermon today..
it is abt the holy spirit..
whoa im really awed by it
and YINGXIN RECEIVED CHRIST!!!
haha..have been praying for her for months..
ooo..God is a God of Miracles!!!!
mmm she also received the gift of tongues..
really thank yingxin for her simple faith and Girl!!! U have received the best thing ever!!
HAHA..mm gotta follow up with her soon laa...mmm..really happy for her..
oo and for the ecp we already have reach the target!!
HAHA...to tink tat on thurs we only got 8 participants..LOLL
haha..it's a miracle!
den went cityhall to meet my sisters to select their prom dresses..
haha..im looking forward for my prom next yr mann..
it'll be darn fun i guess..
drill prac tmr again..whoa when can i have enough drill?
haha..

2006-11-19T22:01:00.001+08:00